Archive for category: Breaking free with Sydney Johnson
admin / June 23, 2009 4:06 pm
Please do not reject me! I want to be loved, accepted and special! Please don’t leave! I need you mama! I need you daddy! I am so alone and empty! I feel so hopeless! I cannot handle the emotional pain! I hate myself! I want to die! What happened? What happened to me? What happened to you? Why has [...]
admin / May 27, 2009 5:46 pm
There is a lot going on in our country regarding the “volatile” topic of same sex marriage. I can only foresee things setting worse. Already, five states have passed a law legalizing gays to marry. More will follow. We have witnessed people’s strong negative reactions towards Miss California’s response to gay marriage during the Miss USA contest. She has received [...]
admin / April 7, 2009 8:39 pm
“The spirit clearly says that in later times some will abandon the faith and follow deceiving spirits….” I Timothy 4:1 I was watching the News the other night and it was reporting that the state of Iowa became the third state in the country to legalize gay marriages. The first thought that attacked my mind was “Maybe being gay is [...]
admin / March 4, 2009 5:43 pm
“Search me O God and know my heart. Try me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there be any hurtful way in me and lead me in the everlasting way.” Amen. Psalm This is a verse I pray everyday. The past couple of weeks the Lord has been bringing more wrong perceptions of Him to the [...]
admin / January 22, 2009 11:29 pm
Being attracted to the same sex was just as normal and natural to me as it was for a man and woman to be attracted to each other. I did not want to be drawn to the same sex, in fact, I do not think anybody feels elated with the discovery of their homosexual feelings, but for me it was [...]
admin / January 6, 2009 4:43 pm
Wow! I can not believe it is 2009. Over the last couple of weeks I have had a chance to watch several movies on DVD. I am always amazed at how the Lord will speak to us at the most unexpected times. I was watching The Man in the Iron Mask. In it, an evil brother, who wants to rule [...]
admin / December 19, 2008 12:14 am
Merry Christmas! I remember when I was in the lifestyle my Christmases being full of anxiety. I was torn between family and the emotional dependency of wanting to be with my partner. There was no peace or joy in my Christmas. This holiday season may not be so merry for those struggling with unwanted same sex attractions and their families. [...]
admin / December 5, 2008 5:57 pm
Being attracted to the same sex was as normal and natural to me as it was for a man and woman to be attracted to each other. I did not want to be drawn to the same sex, but for me these same sex attractions were all I had ever known. I do not think anybody feels elated with the discovery [...]
admin / December 5, 2008 5:57 pm
Sex! So whose idea was it in the first place? Our God Almighty is the expert on the subject because he is the one who created it. He made man and woman to be sexual beings and He wants us to enjoy this gift He has given us. Sex is powerful and wonderful! God knew this, so he set a [...]
admin / December 5, 2008 5:57 pm
Being attracted to the same sex was just as normal and natural to me as it was for a man and woman to be attracted to each other. I did not want to be drawn to the same sex, in fact, I do not think anybody feels elated with the discovery of their homosexual feelings, but for me it was [...]
admin / December 5, 2008 5:57 pm
How do we do this and not compromise our morals? How do we love others struggling with say alcohol, anger, gossip, pre-marital sex, pornography and the list goes on. Is loving someone struggling with same sex attractions any different? We seem to do okay with loving others with “regular” sins, but for some reason we think loving the homosexual sends [...]
admin / December 5, 2008 5:57 pm
Several blogs have talked about readers being tempted by same sex attractions, yet being able to resist and not fall into homosexual sin. Praise the Lord you have stayed pure! This has made me reflect on why I fell into the trap of this temptation. Ever since I can remember I have always struggled with homosexuality. I would cry out [...]
admin / December 5, 2008 5:57 pm
How does one deal with the “loneliness of accepting that there is to be no intimate relationship in one’s life?” Great question from a blogger and a struggle I have had to wrestle with in my own life. Let’s look at several definitions from Webster’s Dictionary: 1) Loneliness – solitary; standing by oneself 2) Intimate – innermost; familiar; closely related; [...]
admin / December 5, 2008 5:57 pm
There are two articles I recommend you read. One is When Christians Come Out of the Closet and the other one is An Ex-Gay Speaks Out. Satan is a liar and a deceiver. What do you think we as Christians need to do to keep from being deceived? How are we to respond to our brothers and sisters in Christ [...]
admin / December 5, 2008 5:57 pm
We have got to settle within our hearts what we really believe God is saying on this subject. If we do not, then we will continue to leave the door cracked for satan to come in and make us doubt the word of God. Satan and the world will have us believing that freedom from the struggle of unwanted same [...]
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